long and winding road

Salam

holidaysss... hush nothin interesting so far. byk kusutness attack..huhu too bad huh! oh well human bila jua nada masalah.. but so far still under control. i need not to mention about apa here.. personal stuff.. huhu seriously in need of vacation.. yesss somethin yg dpt divert thinking from somethin complicated to easy free mind. how i wish i didnt encounter this.. owh well positive thinking.. everything happens for a reason.. apa2 pun Tawakkal sja. basically thats the ups and downs kan.. so we wil not be happy all the time.

oh well... keboringan melanda. at home nada mood kan buat apa2.. abis2 pun keluar masuk bilik watch tv then ngadap lappy then entertain the kids at home. hmmm still waiting bila kah outing with the girls happen.. hehe soo yesterday ptg i decided to hang out with Tika.. kan update each other.. so in brief we'r both face complicated things.. hahaha there you go laydeee... both of us selalu said this to each other sja2 kan comfort kan diri yg kurg comfort with itsy bitsy tiny winy stuff yg kan difikir. 'GO WITH THE FLOW' but the flow seems makin complicated and its really a winding road .. hush! but then if we think we haf problems yg susah kan difikir just imagine org yg lebih byk problems... hence for that im so thankful that actually ours nda lah teruk sangat compared to others. hmmm~~

Basically what can i mention is that... im really confused right now with whats going on... im suspicious for some reasons.. im judging myself whether im flowing to the right way or not? then am i doing the right thing? or am i a foolish? I DON'T KNOW!!! maybe i tried so hard... hmm~~ i just need an explanation actually... feed me with honesty then for sure i can understand with what actually goin on and what actually yg anonymous expect from me. anonymous didnt give me any clue yatah COMPLICATED! just dont made me a 'bus stop' and be there whenever you like then leave me clueless about it. if anonymous really mean it there r other ways of showing/expressing it. words are not enough pasal u can play around with it whether u mean or u dont mean it. yatah i need answer/reasons/explanation/clarification so that im not confused and i dont do mistake!!! messed up ku eyh... i dont want to ruin other 'thing' yg made me feel ok. so my intention is i dont want to hurt anybody.. and messed up with anybody. i'l giv up so no one will hurt.

bah had enough of letting out the blah blah... watever happen let it happen...watever will be will be yg penting tawakkal sja byk2.

trust is what i give so dont spoil it. back off if ur not serious.. dont lead me into another heartache!


before i end,
thanx so much and appreciation to 'undisclosed' for the song dedicated to me. =) thanx for everything and apologies if theres any wrongdoings. and yea thanx for the time.

anonymous? so sorry ive been so curious to kno more but i dont kno how and seems that theres no good/positive signs hence im slowly backing off before i get too far and risk my happiness/expectation. i dont want to get more suspicious because i dont want to get too carried out with my assumption which might be wrong. playing on the safe side.. i need to back off!

so this a weird version of my post... huhuhu bear with me and things might be blurry to readers.. apologies!

signin off,
me3z

one step at a time

Salam

Im bored!! no plan so far kan go out with my frens... thus stay at home sja. jobless!! hushh.. migrain attack saja lately..too bad! restock my panadol already but hopefully nda kena attack frequently la if not haishhh sakit~!

today? no plan kan ke mana2... thus tau lah akan boring sepanjang hari..huhuhu keluar masuk bilik then ngadap my laptop online and listening to the musics. read novel few pages then felt sleepy..kabooshhh ZzZzZ! im curious pasal MU match sama Chelsea til i got the new from a fren ngtau yg MU won! yey! glory glory Man Utd =D

as i woke up frm my short nap..mencari apakan d buat d dapur. so checked my recipe collection in my lappy and decided kan cuba buat dorayaki. its simple and easy.. and yeppp i succeed!! =D i ate yg kosong then yg lain bagi fillings nutella kan d serve for the others at home. and did ate some jua.. anddd my badddddd made my condition prone to migrain attack..huhuhu hang sudah sikit2 my kepala.. *sigh* pantang to the chocs bermula lgi.. huhu

nothin much for to report.. hehe thats bout it

signin off,
me3ez [i need to think...think so hard!!! hush!]

A day at the beach...

Salam

Today's agenda was our BBQ get together... tho not all of us dapat dtg but hey it was cool...hehe we had fun. Foolin around jokin around... hehe bila jua nda kan? i was requested kena suruh masak the mee and i baked Shepherd's pie too. Alkisah last nite overtime work d dapur with the help of my dearest mama...THANX! and the maid.. hehehe so everythin siap i mean the pies termasuk yg kena order by around 1.30am+ besides that sediakan jua apa yg patut masak mee paginya... marinated the daging. woke up around 5+am kan baking the pie pasal Fizah texted me bgtau she ambil awal pagi otw ia ke skool. after settle2 yg order then doze off balik hehehe alahai mengantuk still... so decided kan masak the mee around 9am. asked the maid to prepare the things sedia saja. hehe everything siap b4 10am. 10.30 am off i went to the Seri Kenangan... nothin much going on tho just chit chatting joking around sessi buli membuli..hahaha and for the first time in any BBQ session im the cook... hahaha so sessi salai menyalai diketuai oleh saya..hehe it was fun tho..but HOT!!! dri pagi reaching ke afternoon so wat do u xpect panasnya d pantai kan.. after settle BBQing i proceed with the mini evil plan since May bday celebrants ada tdi..soo xsen konon kan balik rumah ambil brg tpi sebnrnya ke Mum's hehehe beli bday cake for belated and advance bday la.. for Hjh Mizah, Wanah & Maizi.. hehe suprise guys! just a mini one lah ah... =D hot stuff was pasal stalker..not to mention in any details... then random talks pasal life masing2 yg akhir saya terkandung jgk.. hahaha sampai a fren able to find out bah.. hmmm... actually i dont really care kan tau but since she figure it out for me.. hehe thanx yea! butt freak out jua at some point... oh welll... NVM..go with the flow~~~

Nonoi enjoyed her buggy ride tadi sama her bf and a fren of her boy. Hepy ya... heheh good for you my dear =D then nda puas another 20 minutes session lagi with Frah then with the guys joining in as well.. racing tah durg! hehe nabil asyik dgn bolanya... taka dengan kitenya.. and the main bola session bersambung with midy n her lady joined in.. maizi, nabil & frah. saya sebagai pemerhati sja sbb i guess tired kali..hmmm but syiok tengok them playing. too bad our usual photographer nda bawa camera... uhuhuhuhu sayangggg~~ if not berabisan begambar tdi.. i did bawa mine but the lens kabur so ndatah jadi pakai. hence i story2 here sja sal no pix yg proper kan d upload. sesi bepanyap took place then at 5pm balik ke rumah realizin that panya my car's fuel hampir berteriak minta di isi..hehehehehehe nah full tank saya isi!!! hehe arrived home tired mc org jogging sepuluh round.. hehehe refresh myself then in no time doze off terus.. but i had bit pain at my back neck.. ada redness attack..maybe pasal panas tdi.. huhuhu nevrtheless.. i enjoyed my day =D hope wil haf the time lagi to gather around.

am stil tired.. huhu

Wasalam
meez

Holidayssss!!!

Salam

Its been a while.. baru abis my Xm today. My last paper was Science tdi. Syukur Alhamdulillah rasa2 nya ok pulang for all the papers but for the last paper.. i was so exhausted kan buat revision because of my hectic schedule sama lack of sleep for some reason.. huhu nevertheless did my revision as usual nganya masa xm ada masalah brain freeze so bit slow meluahkan idea2 yg ntah bernas ntah nda.. hehehe the hall sejuk to d max.. freezing cold! hence once settle terus keluar.. huhu so holiday begins from now... yehaaa! No exact plan for my holidays so i guess just go with the flow lah do watever necessary and feel like to do.. hmmm movies? hang out with buddies? huh Maming & Co. Mish u loaddds!!! Insya Allah wil try to make up with u guys.. its been months not goin out will u all.. hush! gotta catch up yea.. tdi right after the exam our lecturer treat us lunch at the campus...we luv ya Dr. so kind and nice of u to treat us.

my colleagues made plan for BBQ this saturday..so as Midy told me they need help on cooking. So i agreed masak the mee and menyampaikan org tais liur dri dulu sdh the Shepherd's Pie.. hehe so having said tht coincidently tdi a fren of mine Fizah texted me told me that she and Lina at that particular moment sdg memikirkan pasal Shepherd's Pie.. hahaha ada2 aja hence for that they requested me untuk buatkan for them. So luckily jua mmg kan buat for the saturday kan so offer teruslah if they really want me to bake.. Sooo.. esok hav to do shopping to buy the stuffs needed with Tika accompanying me.. hehe jotted down the orders and buat list sdh brg2 kan dibeli. Fizah ordered 2 big size and 2 small size.. meaning that esok saya akan beraksi di dapur overtime since the pies pun untuk pagi saturday sama jua kan masak mee for the BBQ. So back to the kitchen after i shud say long break pasal busy with assignments sama Xm for the past few weeks/months.. huhu

wat else ah...hmmm no idea hehehe i easily get bored bah lately why ahh.. hehe tengok tv pun jarang and most of the time pun online, youtubing mengintai ANTM cycle 10 then dgr lagu, chat with frens...boring kan! AF? hahaha jgntah d tanya mmg ketinggalan abis.. hehe right now movies arh cinema mcm interesting kan so think will plan bawa my fren tgk la.. marathon maybe.. hehehe hehehe oh yea tdi merista arh my fren about the butter milk chicken yg ia minta the resipi frm me masa revision week.. so tdi i asked her whether sampai ia mencuba or not then she told me she tried it and menjadi seklinya 3 hari beturut-turut masak tht sja... hehe good to hear that. yg membgi resipi pulang jarang kan memasak.. hehehe so probbly isi the holiday with activity d dapur kali.. hmmm y not ah.. lama sdh nda baking.. yikesss mencari recipe eh untuk kan d cuba2 hehehe

before going too far merepeking i better stop hehe :D

Wasalam,

Meez