the smell of DURIAN!

So tired today... full dgn function! tdi pagi went to lamunin for cuz'z wedding. weather was super hot. dozed off balik2 dri jemputan and i end up pening because of the heat but nda teruk..syukur Alhamdulillah. almost full house and the kids were around so sepertu biasa riuh lah rumah sekejap berkawan sekejap berkelahi... oh well kanak2! nda lgi telayan pasal im so ngalih.

sister balik sdh from k.k and bawa DURIAN!! huh..exclusive shots available..hahaha! im sensitiv to the smell and kan makan apa lagi. huhu padahal dulu pandai makan but not now... cium bau pun pening. the rest of the siblings and in laws iski and syiok they makan ramai2 tho i cant stand the smell tadi sempat2 jua gambar them heee! baunya masuk sampai my room..huhuu sedih2! tidur dgn bau durian tah jawapnya. mna nda spot tempat durian depan my room..nyeh! tdi after Isyak ada function next door for doa selamat...yea penuh dgn occasions this week. meaning dapur pun kdg2 sja berasap..haha!

here are the pictures org2 enjoying makan durian.. hehe modern style sudah no need to buka kulit lagi sudah kena packed dlm container..heee! dtg2 my sister bawa the edible souvenir terus makan bah the siblings...ada scene berebut eksen2 lagi haha..

Opening ceremony =D

Sister in law in action

Lets eat scene..hee! by both sisters in law

Satu container sudah habis

Junior durian eater...niece Siti!

Homemade

All about FOOD! =D

Double Chocolate Muffins [with chocolate fillings]

Buttermilk Prawn

Muffins with Blueberry fillings

This is another story... hehe prepared a little suprise at 2am for sister Reeta on the 28th sempena her birthday! actually i was ready kan tidur when i checked my phone and lookd at the date... hehe terus angkat dri katil and took a piece of paper and buat birthday message for her luckily ada muffin so ada la jua mini bday cake haa! pagi2 buta beruah laci cari candle and put one on it.. mom hairan looking at me..haha! sekali sekala buat prank huhu. purposedly put atas freezer bcoz i kno she will ambil their drinks for bekal dlm freezer pagi2 since they went to k.k that morning =D hehehe just a little suprise b4 they went to k.k that day.

Simple suprise [ left a msg to pasang the candle sendiri since im not yet awake! heh!]

The birthday note..haha! *Bit blur hp quality!

26/12

Updates! been busy this week so nda lgi teupdate everyday bcoz im so ngalih..huhu this week full with cuzen's wedding occasions. for the past few days...wat did i do?? baking, baking and baking~~~ haaaha! mendulur the kids makan muffins and i really enjoyed baking it =D heeh! yepss today ada pictures..hehe but handphone quality plg sja.. huhu im so excited to show the products of my baking~~ nyehhh! =D

today... jln wif buddies liat movie national treasure... not bad tho for me batah climax cetanya.. heh! im kinda sleepy jua tdi sbb the nite b4 akhir tidur..my bad! kami jln mcm org krja like around 8 then balik around 4.30...haah office hours! the other frens pegi ubd to meet their lecturer and ambil kesempatan checking maths assigment grade and luckily kevin did put iy outside. im quite hepy with my grades so far but then still curious bout our newsletter's grade which ia belum bagi feedback..hmm?! worried! :s *nail biting*

pictures of my choc chip muffins & choc cheese muffins =D

Muffins =D

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Updates...

been occupied this week with functions - Aidiladha celebrations as mentioned arh previous post this year meriah sikit pasal my family pun byk organize its celebration and several opeh houses. so basically tiap2 hari ada occasions. baru balik from my uncle's place at lamunin after majlis doa selamat i guess kira soft opening b4 the wedding occasions starts on the 25th. mom nda ikut tdi since shes not feeling well. in the afternoon pun jln tdi ke lumut arh cuzen's place another open house. so sama mcm raya puasa rasanya wer we tend to feel bloated hehe here and there makan.. oh well rezeki..

im addicted to baking now... jobless time2 cuti so test skill membuat muffins.. =D i succeed hehehe yatah membgi nyayat kan membuat lgi but modified lah the flavours. beside muffins i tried buat apam gula hangus jua and success jua =D hepy hepy! hehehe nice and soft..yum! camera is not with me so no pictures of the hasil2 baking.. hmmm nvm will gambar next time buat..tunggu camera balik dri kl dulu..heee! got the recipes dri internet and refer2 my cook book jua but im looking for somethin simple and nda byk mcm bahan2 nya. yesterday i made nutella muffins and im hepy abis bah kena makan... thats y i like to buat more if ada tukang makan esp when the kids are around.. heee! then tdi after balik from lumut went straight to the kitchen baking chocolate chip muffins...hepy hepy bcoz the kids suka and belum sempat2 kan dhidang pun there tunggu d dapur sampai masak then terus makan mana yg sudah ada.. that makes me more excited..heeee! experimenting with two oven just now and the end product pun lain2. using the gas oven muffins nya crusty above and fudgy inside coz the choc chip submerged inside and melts and using the microwave oven the muffins jdi soft and the choc chips nda melts. nevertheless dua2 pun success... heee! =D will bake some more tomorrow pasal the kids mencari. yang d buat tdi pun sdh habis... huuuu! hmmm will buat the choc chip muffins and maybe will try to buat choc cheese muffins jua tomorrow... hmmmm.. thinking2! Insya Allah... since the microwave oven effective jua utk baking so i dont need a new one then.. hee =D save $! haha buat stocking barang2 baking sja to replace with... bwohhhh addicted ku eyh!!

random...

the smso 6th form 03/04 will take place sometime in january.. chat wif dear fren yesterday and discuss wif her about coming to the gathering. belum decide actually but right now Insya Allah wat im thinking is maybe i will go wif my buddies yet it still need to be confirm. hehe we were joking around pasal melaram thingy and pakai baju designer tah apa which is OVER the top if bnr kan d buat..haha nyeeehh no lah kami main2 jer. so need to confirm berabis then bagi the $25 payment. i need to bersidang first b4 buat decision..hehehe soo bernard chandran outfit? jimmy choo shoes??? hahahhaha melampau~~~~ nda apa lah baju kurung Brunei sja will do...formal kan?! heee! adakan baju kurung Brunei exist...i mean the name???? huhuhu fikir tah sendiri meez! will get back to this if confirm sudah berabis =D

so the blah blah part...

life full of ups and down... i definitely agree with this! we cant simply be happy all the time. sadness can strikes bila2 masa. it happens! to me??? of course it did..bila2 masa we can be hepy or sad... anytime~~~ everything happens for a reason or simply ada rahmat disebalik sesuatu yan terjadi... by thinking this way it helps to cool me down in a way tho sedih berabis or what. november left me with somethin unexpectedly happened...i was so happy back then and was able to get over my past by bit but unfortunately something struck and made me depressed! yeaa i cried! the past replays.. yeaa the bad thing happened just the way my past did jua. cursed?? no such thing pulang but then i labelled it as "cursed" pasal the thing happened exactly mcm the past 4 years! but this time with the courage and support from my best frens i managed to overcome my fear of asking for the clarification... huh! at least ada expalantion rather than im being paranoid sja and depressed. somehow im stil havin a hard time right now pasal it keeps on bugging me sometime and mcm ada rasa nda puas hati but hopefully overtime dapat dilupakan lah... just pray for the best! bad things happened not only to me but also my frens i dont need to mention who but i share their sadness...and im really2 sad to know jua that there r having a really big one compared to me.

Dear frens {u kno who u r =)}, be strong and byk kan betawakkal sja. i really dont know how can i help you apart from giving u support and a shoulder to cry on if u need to. =) im so glad that u turn to me and u trust me to share all your misery with. *hugs* i'l always pray that mudahan sja the next thing that will happen will be the best for us and we'l be able to share the joy and happiness. so be positive and mudahan sja we'l be shower with more rahmat from Allah. Amin!

About Yesterday & Today

Yesterday...

the connection yesterday was down and tired berabis jua so nda mampu kan posting hehe.. yesterday was an interesting day for me. jln wif my family to watch alvin&chipmunks. there were 20 of us..which belum lgi semua join thats bout quarter of us sja..hehe kinda late jln dri rumah which ends up kami akhir dtg bout 5 to 10 minutes i guess..the show started at 4.20pm! nevertheless we didnt miss much of the intro ngam2 jua baru start. i dont have a clue pasal what kind of movie alvin& the chipmunks because i told my mom ceta cartoon. heh meleset! so the review... =D i really enjoyed it so are the kids & the rest of my family. syiok la... made me laugh & the chipmunks are so cute & adorable esp part menyanyi..hehe luv it! after the movie we went out for dinner..as planned we only have 2 choice last2 nya wwe chose pondok sari wangi. yg syioknya this time kami jln kaki sja to that place..sekali sekala.. jadi tour guide since byk kids kan d look after esp kan menyeberang jln..mcm anak2 ayam! hehe after dinner back to the mall and browsing around. its kinda cool sbb jarang kan ada masa goin out together like yesterday and we all had fun.. and i really wish that all of us was there BUT if semua i cant imagine cana kan browsing around mesti byk kan betinggalan or missing kali tho its only in Brunei but sudah ramai2 mcm org luar usulnya jua..haha! back home we cant stop immitating the chipmunks even masa dinner jua...hahaha! there are so cutee~~ went home at almost 9pm & took my rest as early as possible since the next day byk agenda from morning til mlm.

Today...

woke up early today since kan antar my bro&family ke airport. no breakfast for me since nda biasa makan awal2 pagi. off to the airport after sembahyang raya.nda dapat join mom& sis arah my cousin next door for hari raya occasion..every year nda miss. mom ckp whether its ok for me to go alone antar my bro since she cant accompany me because of the jemputan. i said its ok..no big deal for that apa jua mengantar sja and biasa jua sdh jln sorang2...hmmm loner yeaaa! nyeh! from the airport singgah kejap at bakerlyn to buy dohnut for my breakfast sdh balik. nyum! took my rest b4 kan jln lgi in the afternoon to my other cousin's raya open house at jerudong. seperti biasa im the driver. for me its kinda meriah this year the raya haji..like today one whole day penuh dgn jemputan..hehe like kaka said no need to cook today! breakfast, lunch & dinner semua pegi arh jemputan raya. =D tummy pun overload! received text from farihah jua tdi inviting for raya haji open house this saturday.. as i said meriah la the raya haji this year. in other countries raya haji plg yg meriah drp raya puasa but in Brunei biasa2 sja. so now in bout hour or so will go next door lagi for another raya occasion. we went to hua ho tutong tdi grocering sikit2 hehe bought juices..like different kinds..haha sister and me stocking utk d rumah. we were fooling around pasal lagu 'elang' started from me plg..twisted mind ubah2 the lyrics mana nda mom riuh at us hahahaha two heads betemu yatah ada2 sja sampai2 balik ke rumah joking sja. tdi while tunggu mom unlock the door, me and kaka singing 'tolong kami bantu kami anak2 yatim piatu' depan pintu rumah..LOL! the amahs cant stop laughing watching kami 2 buat2 ulah dri kereta til depan pintu hahaha lame! mom pun ngalih melayan us. LOL! theres only 5 of us at home..semua lagi perempuan! no kanak2 so sunyi la..little ara ke kl..huhu yatah membginya kan membuat ulah supaya nda sunyi..hahaha crap! gotta rest later jln lagi belakang rumah... =D

that wraps up today's tale.. =D

Chipmunks

About today...

- lunch out wif kaka since the others (mama & the amah) puasa and bro&family went out. thus kaka decided lunch out sja. no need to masak2 lgi since kami dua sja yg nda puasa & menghormati org yg puasa la.

- sister in mentiri called yesterday asking me to bawa the kids jln liat alvin & the chipmunks movie. bro-in-lo's treat! =D offers open to anyone lgi..hehe so final decision..we'l be goin tomorrow ptg 4.20pm show. number of persons??? heh... 20 peeps!! org d counter cineplex pun mcm suprise when i bought the ticket for 20! adults+kids. looking forward for that.. and yea mama wil go as well =D i cant imagine if all of us pegi ke cineplex and watch movie together eyh... that wil be 30+ persons...approx 6 or 7 rows! shud try to arrange that one next time maybe..hehehe Insya Allah! so im the planner basically la...thus tdi went to the mall tdi ptg (yes! loner!) terus beli the tickets..to be on the safe side cause ramai so i want the best seats possible to accomodate us. unlucky me row A&B occupied sdh..hmmm nasib sja belum byk la.. so i took row C til E..not bad just right for all of us! haf to fikir lagi wer to bawa them pegi makan after that..minta help kaka to think bout it jua huhu nda lgi tefikir bah.. so possibly we'l go to pondok sari wangi kali if not nyonya?? wil discuss lg wif sis esok. since i want it around gadong area jua so the choice pun limited tah jua bab2 pilih the one yg suitable for all. the two mentioned earlier kira my final 2 for my choice. stop by pasar mlm beli makanan for mom sungkai and menyampaikan liur her kan makan cendol. it was raining heavily on my way home.. mesti xtra careful since the hi-way roadnya mudah betakung air... huh dangerous!

- went to cousin's place around 7ishpm for doa selamat... just a small occasion tho. thats y had to rush home tdi. frequently asked question to me...'kerja sudah?' or 'abis/keluar ubd sudahkan?' so i frequently answered.. 'belum lagi kerja eh masih lgi belajar' or 'belum abis 2009 barutah' huhuhu...everywer i go nda sah if nda kena soal that thing! duh~

one thing struck me in the head tdi when i had the conversation wif sibling... stupid thought i shud say..hehehe but maybe im not hepy wif something thats why lah kali fikiran that way heh! i have this 'hmm maybe i'l be in the same situation like her since the story coincides with mine' im in dilemma somehow tdi between to tell or not to tell... but at the end i decided not to. still in frustration over something... which i might take time to get over... *sigh* oh well everything happens for a reason... positive thinking!!! live life as it is... everything will be ok.. Insya Allah!

thats the blah blah for today. movie wif family esok...yipeee~~~ hehehe kalah iski kanak2! hahaha =D

Dizzy~

Today's agenda...

Azien's wedding. im the driver today..so im the one yg besiap awal since kan stop by 4 houses ambil my frens. so pegi from tutong around 10.50ish. first stop was sengkurong (ajrina) then beribi (kathy) after that ke rimba(tika) and lastly sg.hanching(sadrina). the wedding was held at lambak kanan. i thought majlis bersanding sja hehe rupanya nda membca jemputan abis2...huhu Zien nikah tdi jua then bersanding. 5 heads met up so havoc lah in the car. long time nda jumpa all the ladies so lots to share and gossipin..haha no lah not much! chehh...tak baik! the weather tdi hmm so hot and nda berangin hence making the situation even more worst. got the chance jumpa Zien b4 the nikah & took picture wif her. She looks so pretty in her white nikah costume..simply gorgeous! [kathy got the pictures of her but forgot to ask for the copy just now...hmm if not i can post it here..nvm maybe lain kli i can ask for the copy Insya Allah] Congratulation dear Fren.. stepping into a new chapter. Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. AMIN! patiently wait for her bersanding ceremony as well... we survivd the hot weather.. hehe xtreme bunyinya! balik from there about 3ish or almost 4 kli.. cant recall! masa nunggu2 everyone berangan2 kan ice cream and cold drinks... maklum panas yatah craving for somethin cool to break the thirst. heh! Sadrina lanja us tdi heheh we stoppd by the shop nearby her house and bought ice creams & drinks... i wish the atm was around tdi if not lanja u all at DQ (dilintasi sja tdi..hehe) hahahha sia2 pun..bukan rezeki la tu next time maybe! Insya Allah... antar all of them balik and heading home around 5ish... almost half day! xhausted & tiring berabis since the weather is not that frenly. Headache! mmg selalu attack me after balik dri jemputan then impact dari bepanas. took my rest when suddenly terrrrtidur...and woke up around 8ish! and stil feel dizzy now...*sigh* had dinner..tais liur kan bihun tomyam hence made myself modified version of the mamme tom yam bihun wif lots of shitake mushroom, tomato, fish fillet cut into chunks, lime juice, carrot, cili padi & daun limau purut...and of course extra tom yam paste.. yum!

Brief one for today...

*my current wish list* :D

~ new hp since my hp right now parah sdh.. huhu

~ oven [baking baking bakingggg~~~]

~mixer!! really need a new one heh! [baking~~~~]

~ my car's dashboard cover

~vacuum cleaner for my car [yg portable & rechargeable]

hmmm....thats all for now... mudahan ada rezeki.. AMIN!

tata! ;)

Pictures...

Nieces...Baby, Bihah & Memeh

Food :D

Mom, Siblings, bro in law & anak2 buah

Az-Zahra @ Pacai

Heroes : Along, Pepez, Haziq, Shabay& Ahin [bepangku]& Amir

Chocolate Fondue

Niece Aqil

Niece Ara...Bunny Rara :D

Hafiz @ Pepez Mbenk... hahaha

Demo... hehe

Randomly pick pt.2 :D

*meez* Cheers!

Ultraman??? *sigh*

* had to wake up awal tho tdi malas kan bgn awal... huhu lazy me! tapi kluar2 dri bilik terus riuh arh the amah.. not marah but riuh sja..haha rasa trying to make it sound lain sja drp marah... hahah! went to bandar antar the amah to mentiri to pack her things yg tinggal there.. huh! bawa my niece memeh frm tutong then drop by rimba ambil the other kids.

*browsin around sja.. had lunch d kfc then off to qlap mall. no plan for movies plg but then sja2 try kan look whether any interesting movie kan d liat unfortunately the seats almost kan penuh same thing jua d mall...the kids iski sdh kan meliat the chipmunks.. sorry my dear next time tah sja. yg byk kosong pun bout 3.40pm punya show which kinda late for us since kan antar the kids balik lgi..anak org dibawa bejln kan! let the kids beli food stuff b4 balik from there..own shopping own money...hahah! off to baker lyns after that...huhu addicted to the place!

*next stop was the mall...oh well wer else jua lgi kan dbawa.. let them play at the uni arcade then Along bought her psp stuff d egm then baby bought her anime book d best eastern. like eyyy mcm2 sdh they beli la.. hahaha besar2 sdh panya.. hahaha! yea adek bought her gempaq mag d qlap b4.. warned them not to lalai baca those stuff sja.. chehhh.. jdi org tua esen2! hehehe semua jdi nodding dongkey tdi since balik2 kena warned by me.. heh tpi last2 didulur plg jua.. met frens there as well.. when kena tnya siapa dgn oh well konco2 kecil la n esen2 said my bf when actually i pointed to Along... hahah Crap!

*stop by batu besurat beli soto for me & org rumah..nyum2.. sebnrnya im the one yg craving plg.. hehe

*antar balik along, adek & baby balik then me and memeh off to mentiri ambil the amah and balik tutong after that. abg haziq xcited kan ikut us balik ke tutong awal from his mommy so angkut him terus.

** thats the agenda for today!

***feelings at war... bullied by siblings n in law try not to kisah when actually i laugh and smile but at the same time eurghhhh soemthin bothers me.. they didnt kno bout it & they dont need to kno lah.. let me just keep it. *sigh* yg mana satu???? i dont haf to choose la since the reality is............ i wish i cud tell but i cant. no exaggeration needed!

***teringat this... last nyt im hearing the song arh my laptop called munajat cinta [by the rock ahmad dhani's band] and syiok2 sendiri la nyanyi2 when my big sis then interrupt me and said ia tau siapa kekasih yg baik hati [as in the lyrics tu ah] for me.. .buat dunno sja and senyum2 but stil listening to her plg..quite tediam la when she mentioned ultraman thingy.. likee ohh mannn not againnn...

** the blah2 ** one month...1 month..yet it stil disturbs my mind..duhhh!! bah2 enuf of that. *instrospecting*

need to wake up early tomorrow. wil got to the airport antar the amah balik.

til then...tata!

just another day [beware...xplicit word used! LOL]

sick... running nose syukur jua sakit leher ok sdh.

nothin much for today. dgnkan the amah to the shop beli her luggage...she will be goin back to indon for good. was thinking kan ke bandar and terus angkut mom but nda jadi. then another thought was bawa the kids at rimba jln for movies.. then in seconds berubah jua fikiran..hehe so decided to stay home sja since bukannya sihat sngt pun kan jln2...n the weather was not frenly jua.

so wat i did...

* baking untitled cake... hahah seriously i just put in watever ingredients yg ku suka without any proper sukatan or watsoever.. nevertheless still jadi pulang.. huhu! simpan hersheys cookies n creme sama cadbury blueberry on top. oh well im jobless! ideas poppd out bila2 masa sja.

*watched tv...boredom strikes hehehe liat indonesian version of casper..haha sounds weird u kno!! then mama came and kacau me since im the only tinggal d rumah tdi.

mama: duii kesian anak mama liat katun [ckp srwk]

me: *making faces*

mama: *singing the timang2 song* kesian anak mama tinggal sorang di rumah liat katun

me: raised eyebrow n making faces lgi. [dlm hati kan ketawa!]

mama: nada lagi kan timang bah and straight away went outside

me: no reaction and concentrating on my indonesian casper! hahaha timang???? nyehhh!

mom pointed on the pic masa i was stil a baby.. hahaha longgg time ago! sunyi at home thats y she likes to tease me. so melarat meliat tv watching the news...the indon of course im talking bout the prabola channel..hehe wer all sort of news ada..sometimes nda sanggup kan meliat since its just too much bah i mean xtreme berabis! then one very disgusting and shocking news id ever heard was about 'used condom' yesss... im referring to "USED"! what the heck ah yg they think kan re-use those disposable and VERY DIRTY stuff lagi.. likeee i was eeekkkinggg nda abis2 paluii sangat2 wah.. ewwwww!! arah tv lgi kena show timbunannya..likeee shoooottt eyhh gila sngat2 sdh the people. they imported it from GERMAN... mannnn that far!!! gila2! emosi mode..hehehe but at the end me n big sis ketawa berabisan while big sis jauh tepelanting fikirannya! LOL mental tahap mx la tdi.. most disgusting eyy! the bad news was masa the news reader mentiond that the 'USED' stuff if in China they will recycle it utk buat women's acessories esp. for instance..getah rambut!! shooot man shoot!! LOL my sis cant stop making fun of it sampai melarat ke benda2 lain.. LOL big ewwww becoz it happend that tdi i was asking for getah rambut arh mom.. hahahaha daymnnn! lain2 terus fikiranku..cheh! we told mom bout the news...mula2 relax but then after watching the news she started to riuh jua eh...LOL had really good laugh tdi..slahau!! of all things biar used condom kan d recycle..penyakit2! singkat benar fikiran kan mencari untung ah.. sooo greedy ey...! not making any generalization tho tpi for us kan bli brg2 like getah rambut or any plastic stuff from china's product... hahahaha fikir byk2! ewwww! but doesnt apply to all yea... dont get me wrong!

brainstorming my plan for tomorrow.. if boring melanda then will go out wif the kids and just browsin around... hmmmm?? kids refers to my anak2 buah.. huhu

Random Picks pt.1

The cake

Smile from the birthday girl...

Wif her babah & mummy

Nice shot!! Lepas potong the cake

Simple Deco by us done the nite before



Pictures taken by bro-in-lo's brother except for the last one.

The very first one.

Askum...

1st post.. =D xcited!

out of boredom..so decided to create an account... heh! got loads of pix to share hence made up my mind to start it here rather than sticking to my frenster blog [abandoned since september!] ooppss sorry dont mean to say bad things tho..hehe bab2 blogging its hard to manage it there sja since the capacity for uploading pictures pun limited. wat else? basically created this to post up watever interesting pix and random rants yg ada... mostly personal collections from random events...family occasions mostly.. kids yess nephews n nieces ermmm and my frens and probably time2 vain jua.. hehe.. oh well as an intro that shud be enuf.. heh! since the connection right now not very stable so ditangguhkan dulu uploading the pictures yea... hmphhh..boring! patience...