Muffins =D

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been occupied this week with functions - Aidiladha celebrations as mentioned arh previous post this year meriah sikit pasal my family pun byk organize its celebration and several opeh houses. so basically tiap2 hari ada occasions. baru balik from my uncle's place at lamunin after majlis doa selamat i guess kira soft opening b4 the wedding occasions starts on the 25th. mom nda ikut tdi since shes not feeling well. in the afternoon pun jln tdi ke lumut arh cuzen's place another open house. so sama mcm raya puasa rasanya wer we tend to feel bloated hehe here and there makan.. oh well rezeki..

im addicted to baking now... jobless time2 cuti so test skill membuat muffins.. =D i succeed hehehe yatah membgi nyayat kan membuat lgi but modified lah the flavours. beside muffins i tried buat apam gula hangus jua and success jua =D hepy hepy! hehehe nice and soft..yum! camera is not with me so no pictures of the hasil2 baking.. hmmm nvm will gambar next time buat..tunggu camera balik dri kl dulu..heee! got the recipes dri internet and refer2 my cook book jua but im looking for somethin simple and nda byk mcm bahan2 nya. yesterday i made nutella muffins and im hepy abis bah kena makan... thats y i like to buat more if ada tukang makan esp when the kids are around.. heee! then tdi after balik from lumut went straight to the kitchen baking chocolate chip muffins...hepy hepy bcoz the kids suka and belum sempat2 kan dhidang pun there tunggu d dapur sampai masak then terus makan mana yg sudah ada.. that makes me more excited..heeee! experimenting with two oven just now and the end product pun lain2. using the gas oven muffins nya crusty above and fudgy inside coz the choc chip submerged inside and melts and using the microwave oven the muffins jdi soft and the choc chips nda melts. nevertheless dua2 pun success... heee! =D will bake some more tomorrow pasal the kids mencari. yang d buat tdi pun sdh habis... huuuu! hmmm will buat the choc chip muffins and maybe will try to buat choc cheese muffins jua tomorrow... hmmmm.. thinking2! Insya Allah... since the microwave oven effective jua utk baking so i dont need a new one then.. hee =D save $! haha buat stocking barang2 baking sja to replace with... bwohhhh addicted ku eyh!!

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the smso 6th form 03/04 will take place sometime in january.. chat wif dear fren yesterday and discuss wif her about coming to the gathering. belum decide actually but right now Insya Allah wat im thinking is maybe i will go wif my buddies yet it still need to be confirm. hehe we were joking around pasal melaram thingy and pakai baju designer tah apa which is OVER the top if bnr kan d buat..haha nyeeehh no lah kami main2 jer. so need to confirm berabis then bagi the $25 payment. i need to bersidang first b4 buat decision..hehehe soo bernard chandran outfit? jimmy choo shoes??? hahahhaha melampau~~~~ nda apa lah baju kurung Brunei sja will do...formal kan?! heee! adakan baju kurung Brunei exist...i mean the name???? huhuhu fikir tah sendiri meez! will get back to this if confirm sudah berabis =D

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life full of ups and down... i definitely agree with this! we cant simply be happy all the time. sadness can strikes bila2 masa. it happens! to me??? of course it did..bila2 masa we can be hepy or sad... anytime~~~ everything happens for a reason or simply ada rahmat disebalik sesuatu yan terjadi... by thinking this way it helps to cool me down in a way tho sedih berabis or what. november left me with somethin unexpectedly happened...i was so happy back then and was able to get over my past by bit but unfortunately something struck and made me depressed! yeaa i cried! the past replays.. yeaa the bad thing happened just the way my past did jua. cursed?? no such thing pulang but then i labelled it as "cursed" pasal the thing happened exactly mcm the past 4 years! but this time with the courage and support from my best frens i managed to overcome my fear of asking for the clarification... huh! at least ada expalantion rather than im being paranoid sja and depressed. somehow im stil havin a hard time right now pasal it keeps on bugging me sometime and mcm ada rasa nda puas hati but hopefully overtime dapat dilupakan lah... just pray for the best! bad things happened not only to me but also my frens i dont need to mention who but i share their sadness...and im really2 sad to know jua that there r having a really big one compared to me.

Dear frens {u kno who u r =)}, be strong and byk kan betawakkal sja. i really dont know how can i help you apart from giving u support and a shoulder to cry on if u need to. =) im so glad that u turn to me and u trust me to share all your misery with. *hugs* i'l always pray that mudahan sja the next thing that will happen will be the best for us and we'l be able to share the joy and happiness. so be positive and mudahan sja we'l be shower with more rahmat from Allah. Amin!